This brings to mind a quote Ed Parker was fond of saying: "To hear is to misunderstand, to see is to be deceived, but to feel is to know.
By the way, falcon, you have been used and abused here, kind of like the new guy in prison - not to say you didn't invite it by being a little naïve and clueless in some of your posts. Perhaps you are a masochist, or just egging us on for fun. If not, you're getting great training in absorbing attacks. Now, work on your counters. Maybe some can be found in your forms.
Tell you a funny story about that.....
I was training with Ed one day when he said to me, "To hear is to doubt, to see is to be deceived, to feel is to believe." I thought that pretty cool, probably because he said it, but didn't really give it much thought, if any.
Less than a week later I was at the range, training to qualify to become a cop. I already had had a permit to carry and was familiar with both firearms and the qualification process.
On lunch break the Range Master, a grizzled old man, summoned me back to the range on the loudspeaker. So back I went. This is an indoor range I'm speaking off.
When I enter the lights are off. There's a small, ceiling spotlight on the backstop, where there's two blue balloons affixed about six feet high, about ten feet apart.
A third of the way down range another ceiling spot light is shining on a low podium, where the Range master is adjusting this big old meat knife that is sticking into the podium, something that looked like you would use to behead a steer.
At the front of the range, another spotlight is shining on a small chair and a spotting scope.
He fiddles with the knife, then sits in the chair checking it with the scope, then adjusts the chair, making quite the production out of it.
He says to me, "I'm going to shoot, one shot, hit that knife, split the bullet in two and hit both those balloons." I'm thinking to myself, "sure you are, un huh."
He sits in the chair, looks, nods, gets up and straddles the chair, his back now to the balloons. He puts on ear protection and picks up one of those old lady make-up mirrors. They look like a big lollipop. He holds it in front of him with one hand and rests the pistol over his shoulder with the other. Now I'm thinking, "this poor old man is going to seriously embarrass himself."
He makes several adjustments, checks the scope again, then the knife, blah blah, blah.
Then takes a big inhale and lets it out slowly, then shoots...........BLAM, both balloons are obliterated!
My eyes open as wide as saucers. He says, "Go back to lunch, rookie." Back I go. And when I get there, I say to the other dozen or so veteran cops "Holy crap, I just saw the greatest shot I've ever seen! Gene just split a bullet on a -" And all the guys break up laughing.
THEY tell me, go back there right now, rook, he just summoned you just before you got here.
So back I go. Two more balloons are up. He hands me the pistol and says "Shoot the backstop, anywhere in the middle of those balloons.
I do. They both explode. He asks, "Are all Karate guys as blind dumb as you, or are you special? The bullet shatters, the fragments break the balloons. Don't believe everything you see, rookie. And don't believe everything someone tells you. Investigate."
An right at that very second I hear Ed Parker's voice in my head..."to hear is to doubt, to see is to be deceived."
I'm a little slow on the uptake at times. But I started to listen to teachers in a different way after that.