:have you read the bible, i mean read it from cover to cover like a novel ?
i have( and the Koran ) and apart from those in the church, im the only person i know, including some devout Christians who have
i keep my bible handy, with post it notes on various pages, so that when the jehovah's witnesses call, i can invite them in for a discussion on theology, two hours later we are still on Leviticus and they are edging towards the door. they always seem to want to leave when we get to the parts about infanticide and raping slaves,, funny that
its particularly amusing if they are Afro american or African which quite a few are, and i say are you alright with this raping slaves bit, their jaw drops , its just like they had never read that bit ???
i did start going out with one very pretty JW lady, she was so pretty i faked considering conversion, then it turned out she had read the bit about sex before marriage so i lost
interest
i similarly considered turning to Islam, at a troubled time in my life coz they have a fantastic support network. out of the two id definitely choose Islam and you always get coffee and cake at the mosque, just dont make the mistake of walking over the invisible line with your shoes on, or they get really cross
I have actually jobo, cover to cover, probably about 10 years ago, and I go back to it every so often. To be honest the way I see things and have grown over the last 10 years has changed dramatically so I will probably go back and read it all again from a new perspective, as I was definitely in a different place then and would be reading it from that particular viewpoint. Also read the gospel of Thomas, which wasn't included in any bible, I think because it runs against the belief that Christ and God were outside of you, whereas this text really focuses you within yourself, nonduality and Christ consciousness within you.
We're actually on the same page here with some stuff, and absolutely, there is alot of... questionable stuff XD. Like I said, it's a collection of books written by people, and I think the error lies in taking it as a whole singular work, trying to prove or disprove it etc, and also in saying it is the literal word of God, which is a very very dangerous position to take. I have personally experienced quite recently people who have hid behind and used bible scripture to justify treating people absolutely horrendously. It was traumatic, and horrible, but alot was learned during it.
I have also had some very interesting conversations with JWs XD (and yes... Leviticus is....... interesting too to put it lightly haha). Some discussions were really lovely, and others there was just nowhere to go once a belief is firmly held onto, it's hard to really openly discuss.
I think that's great you've read those and also explored a little jobo. And what you have, which is a rigorous skepticism can actually be a real strength and serve you, and that in itself could be your own spiritual path.
Where it would have its limitations however is the denial of everything based on only using logic or scientific method, which is only limited to 'provables' and ideas of time and space. For the linear world of cause and effect that's fine, but misapplying it to the nonlinear (ie as seen in quantum mechanics) and it has no bearing or relevance whatsoever. But healthy skepticism is helpful, and it means you're not naive. But imbalanced skepticism leads to pride and lack of humility, lack of openness to growth.
And to me the difference between religion and spirituality is that religion does indeed involve spirituality, but it needs a system, adherence to a belief system, and scripture. It's a nice thing and beautiful when done with integrity, and to me spirituality takes the next step to being dedicated to truth alone, and in a nonreliance or nonattachment to scripture, and dismantling belief systems to reach the core of truth itself.
Anyway, we are potentially well off topic haha. The faking considering conversion just reminds me of George in Seinfeld XD classic.