Storm- You didnt sound like an idiot at all. Of course, any time you take a long period of time off from something, you're gonna notice a big difference. I hurt my leg last year, and wasnt able to train or lift weights for quite a while. After you start to get back into it though, you'll be amazed as to how quick it all comes back to you!
As for instructing....yeah, that is important to do. However, make sure that you still get your own training time in. That is something that happened to me at my old school. I was doing more and more teaching and less of my own training. I actually sat down an figured out the teaching hours, compared to my own learning hours and there was a huge difference.
Dont get discouraged. It sounds like you've got some good teachers who are guiding you on the right path. Sometimes its good to take a break for a while.
Mike
As for instructing....yeah, that is important to do. However, make sure that you still get your own training time in. That is something that happened to me at my old school. I was doing more and more teaching and less of my own training. I actually sat down an figured out the teaching hours, compared to my own learning hours and there was a huge difference.
Dont get discouraged. It sounds like you've got some good teachers who are guiding you on the right path. Sometimes its good to take a break for a while.
Mike