Maltair
Blue Belt
Been training since 10/03. Green belt. Currently going thru some instructor certification courses with about 10 other students. Love the classes, great info. I still practice my tech whenever I get the urge, prob about 10 times a day I will practice a tech for a couple min. There are times when there are no classes going on that I really want to go, but lately, when there is a class going on I just can't get myself to go. Couple times it's becuase I'm camping but the rest of the time I just say "it is to dang hot". It's been in the high 90's.
So, am I skipping classes becuase it's to hot? Just need a break? Not real happy with what I'm getting at the dojo? No self discipline? Thought if I write it out it might help. I want to learn more, and I want to be an instructor. I want to teach classes but I don't want to be comitted to having to teach a class at a certain time. I would like to drill more and practice what we have learned more. My spare tire has actually gotten bigger since I've been here. Balance, streangth and confidance has improved too. Was awarded "Most competitive" at the last awards assembly and I would love to do more tourny's, but the thought of sweating my balls off at sparring class in 90º heat doesn't appeal to me. I need to do this as much as I need to quit smoking but just can't seam to get my *** in gear. I feel great after a good work out, it's just getting started that's allways been my prob.
Well now that I've got that on paper, I'll mull it over for a bit...
So, am I skipping classes becuase it's to hot? Just need a break? Not real happy with what I'm getting at the dojo? No self discipline? Thought if I write it out it might help. I want to learn more, and I want to be an instructor. I want to teach classes but I don't want to be comitted to having to teach a class at a certain time. I would like to drill more and practice what we have learned more. My spare tire has actually gotten bigger since I've been here. Balance, streangth and confidance has improved too. Was awarded "Most competitive" at the last awards assembly and I would love to do more tourny's, but the thought of sweating my balls off at sparring class in 90º heat doesn't appeal to me. I need to do this as much as I need to quit smoking but just can't seam to get my *** in gear. I feel great after a good work out, it's just getting started that's allways been my prob.
Well now that I've got that on paper, I'll mull it over for a bit...