Hi w.kaer and King,
Thanks for the replies
I was just thinking about what King said regarding our biggest obstacle. I think that the biggest hurdles are the dreaded plateaus. When you're climbing, it's easy to feel alive, focused, and hopeful that you're getting somewhere. Then, you climb over the top and find another sheer cliff to climb.
It's easy to sit a top of the plateau, see people climbing up, and think "Well, at least I got somewhere". All the gear is provided to do the climbing. It's just a matter of doing it. At some point, though, when you're looking down from the plateau, maybe you look down and see that not so many people are interested in climbing higher. Below, people are happy, content, and enjoying each other's company.
They still look up and wave in friendship and respect though. They encourage you to keep going and for you to come and visit them whenever you can. They even ask if you wouldn't mind bringing back something from your adventures. And as a warrior friend, you gladly do it.
So, up another sheer cliff you go, and another, and another, and another until you are far from home and seem alone in the world. At this point, those lower plateaus are looking pretty inviting. All the friends, the good company, and the companionship seems like, maybe, is the highest goal afterall and not climbing up some stupid mountain. The higher you climb, the less people you find for company until you are alone, at the peak.
You've learned many things along the way but, now, have no one to share them with. Was it worth it? Well, yes. You are always welcome with the friends you made along the climb. I was told once that the higher you climb, the lonlier you will become. Friendship and relationships will be redefined, people will look at you differently, and you will be truly alone in the world. And the hardest part, he said, was that you have to be this way, otherwise you'll wind up getting someone killed.
For me, that is my hurdle. To keep going and learning. My sincere respect and gratitude goes out to the teachers who've chosen this path. They're the ones who have chosen to be students their entire lives, who continue to climb, and who brighten our world by shedding their leaves so that we may enjoy the sunshine. I have to wonder if they even have a choice as to whether or not to keep climbing.
For those who are chosen to keep climbing, thank you.
Respectfully,
Fu Bag