Xue Sheng
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For helping me decideā¦.
I mean no offense, really, I donāt, but I have been in taijiquan for over 30 years, and see things change a lot. And in those 30 years I trained Traditional Yang style and even taught traditional Yang style with permission from my Shifu, forms, push hands, weapons and the martial bits. And along the way I have also trained some Chen style, Wu style and Sun style.
Truth be known, for 10 years (50 to 60), due to surgeries and other health related issues training taijiquan was rather intermittent. And as I said before here on MT, after those 10 years, I realized I was just tired of it and forcing myself to do it, so I stopped for a while.
When I started thinking seriously about retirement, I remembered I had always thought I would teach taijiquan when I retired, so I started working on it seriously again. I realize most people only want the moving meditation bits, but that didnāt matter, so I made taijiquan my focus again. I got back into and I am still am involved with a push hands group, I have been going to seminars again, and it has all been enjoyableā¦.. but it has been hard to find folks to train with, like I train or use to train with my teacherā¦they donāt want the martial bits and many do not understand push hands beyond thinking it is only a 2 person moving meditation. And furthermore, they donāt want to know
But after reading the current wave of taijiquan posts on MT and talking to some taijiquan folks off MT to be honest I am getting rather annoyed with the whole thing....it tends to get way too existential, even bordering on mythological at times. Even more so when I realize it sounds like me when I first started posting on MT about 18 years ago. Iām an old school martial artist type guy and simply do not feel I fit in taijiquan any longer, probably never really did, but my Yang Shifu had a lot of knowledge and skill and I learned a lot from him. Then this question popped into my headā¦.. āWould I be training Taiji if I took teaching in the near future out of the equation?ā And the answer came backā¦..Noā¦which was a bit of a shock as well as rather liberating.
And I may have mentioned this on MT before. My Yang Shifu once said no two people do the form exactly the same because no two people have the same body. This got me thinking about the purported health benefits of taijiquan. In the last 30 years I have gotten very sick more than once, had cataracts, detached retina (twice), got hit by arthritis, had 2 meniscus repairs and one knee replacement, frankly was not seeing any of the heath benefitsā¦. Eventually I came back to what my shifu said about no two people. I concluded, there are folks that gain a lot of health benefits from Taiji and there are those that do not and varying degrees in betweenā¦. Because no two people are exactly alike. But then this is only my opinion, I have not done any actual scientific study to back that up, and I donāt plan to either.
I have training Wing Chun again the last few months, but it has not been my focus, Taiji has been, But after that ānoā answer I started focusing on it more and for some reason (other than addiction) I started working with Xingyiquan again too. And discovered that my Xingyiquan shifu (Hebei Style), whose school is closets to where I live, is talking about starting classes again, if my joints cooperate, I will go back. After the ānoā answer to the taijiquan question, it all fell into place and got real easy.
These days it seems I have the same opinion about taijiquan that I have had about Yoga for yearsā¦ā¦ people that train it are very peaceful, and I am glad there are such peaceful people in the worldā¦. But I am simply not that peaceful.
And I found this to be more interesting to me; since putting taijiquan on the back burner and focusing more on Wing Chun and Xingyiquanā¦. I feel better, move better, and feel like I am getting back into old school martial arts again, and that is great IMOā¦. I currently have the feeling that taijiquan was taking me further from that the more I read and the more taijiquan people I talked to.
I will still do the taijiquan I know from time to time, Yang long form, Sun short form and the form I designed, but I am going to stop working on getting all my Yang forms back, since they are no longer primary or as frequently trained. If anything there will be focus more on applications and push hands. But Xingyiquan has its version of push hands, and Wing Chun has Chi Sau, soā¦ā¦
Will I teach taijiquan againā¦maybeā¦. Technically I am teaching push hands nowā¦.. and will possibly be teaching applications soon. But I am much happier and much more relaxed doing Wing Chun and Xingyiquan than I have been in a long time when I was focusing on Taijiquan.
So, enough form meā¦time to buy a Mook Yan Jong
I mean no offense, really, I donāt, but I have been in taijiquan for over 30 years, and see things change a lot. And in those 30 years I trained Traditional Yang style and even taught traditional Yang style with permission from my Shifu, forms, push hands, weapons and the martial bits. And along the way I have also trained some Chen style, Wu style and Sun style.
Truth be known, for 10 years (50 to 60), due to surgeries and other health related issues training taijiquan was rather intermittent. And as I said before here on MT, after those 10 years, I realized I was just tired of it and forcing myself to do it, so I stopped for a while.
When I started thinking seriously about retirement, I remembered I had always thought I would teach taijiquan when I retired, so I started working on it seriously again. I realize most people only want the moving meditation bits, but that didnāt matter, so I made taijiquan my focus again. I got back into and I am still am involved with a push hands group, I have been going to seminars again, and it has all been enjoyableā¦.. but it has been hard to find folks to train with, like I train or use to train with my teacherā¦they donāt want the martial bits and many do not understand push hands beyond thinking it is only a 2 person moving meditation. And furthermore, they donāt want to know
But after reading the current wave of taijiquan posts on MT and talking to some taijiquan folks off MT to be honest I am getting rather annoyed with the whole thing....it tends to get way too existential, even bordering on mythological at times. Even more so when I realize it sounds like me when I first started posting on MT about 18 years ago. Iām an old school martial artist type guy and simply do not feel I fit in taijiquan any longer, probably never really did, but my Yang Shifu had a lot of knowledge and skill and I learned a lot from him. Then this question popped into my headā¦.. āWould I be training Taiji if I took teaching in the near future out of the equation?ā And the answer came backā¦..Noā¦which was a bit of a shock as well as rather liberating.
And I may have mentioned this on MT before. My Yang Shifu once said no two people do the form exactly the same because no two people have the same body. This got me thinking about the purported health benefits of taijiquan. In the last 30 years I have gotten very sick more than once, had cataracts, detached retina (twice), got hit by arthritis, had 2 meniscus repairs and one knee replacement, frankly was not seeing any of the heath benefitsā¦. Eventually I came back to what my shifu said about no two people. I concluded, there are folks that gain a lot of health benefits from Taiji and there are those that do not and varying degrees in betweenā¦. Because no two people are exactly alike. But then this is only my opinion, I have not done any actual scientific study to back that up, and I donāt plan to either.
I have training Wing Chun again the last few months, but it has not been my focus, Taiji has been, But after that ānoā answer I started focusing on it more and for some reason (other than addiction) I started working with Xingyiquan again too. And discovered that my Xingyiquan shifu (Hebei Style), whose school is closets to where I live, is talking about starting classes again, if my joints cooperate, I will go back. After the ānoā answer to the taijiquan question, it all fell into place and got real easy.
These days it seems I have the same opinion about taijiquan that I have had about Yoga for yearsā¦ā¦ people that train it are very peaceful, and I am glad there are such peaceful people in the worldā¦. But I am simply not that peaceful.
And I found this to be more interesting to me; since putting taijiquan on the back burner and focusing more on Wing Chun and Xingyiquanā¦. I feel better, move better, and feel like I am getting back into old school martial arts again, and that is great IMOā¦. I currently have the feeling that taijiquan was taking me further from that the more I read and the more taijiquan people I talked to.
I will still do the taijiquan I know from time to time, Yang long form, Sun short form and the form I designed, but I am going to stop working on getting all my Yang forms back, since they are no longer primary or as frequently trained. If anything there will be focus more on applications and push hands. But Xingyiquan has its version of push hands, and Wing Chun has Chi Sau, soā¦ā¦
Will I teach taijiquan againā¦maybeā¦. Technically I am teaching push hands nowā¦.. and will possibly be teaching applications soon. But I am much happier and much more relaxed doing Wing Chun and Xingyiquan than I have been in a long time when I was focusing on Taijiquan.
So, enough form meā¦time to buy a Mook Yan Jong
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