I agree - I'm just being whiny. I miss that intensity. I keep thinking I'm 3 weeks from being able to get back to some of that (not all of it - that was 18 years ago, which is 36 in knee years). I've been three weeks away from that since last April.
Yeah, I indulge in fine whine myself. Today's a day off, but I'm going in at five because we're seriously short handed today. It's only for four hours.....but I'll be on the cover of Food & Whine magazine that whole damn time.