Not sure what this thread is about. I like this story that comes from Hong Junsheng about his teacher Chen Fake:
"At one of the first government sponsored traditional martial art competitions in Beijing, in 1952, Chen Fake was invited to attend, as one of the judges.
The famed Wu Tunan (also known as the Northern Star of Taijiquan) was in charge. A discussion came up, with regards to categorization of styles,leading to a great deal of controversy as to where Chen Style Taijiquan belonged. Some suggested that it belonged to the External Division. At the time, the slow and gentle nature of Yang style Taijiquan was considered the standard of Taijiquan. What Chen Fake practiced certainly did not fall fall into this category.
Others countered that it is, after all, called Chen Style Taijiquan, so it should be included as part of the Internal Division. Master Wu Tunan did not concur. He felt that Chen Style should be treated as an external style, similar to Shaolin. Someone turned to Chen Fake, Master Chen, you are the standard bearer of the Chen Family, is it external or internal?
Chen Fake answered, If the revered master Wu thinks it is external, then it is external! We did not have this distinction at home.
Hong Junsheng, a disciple of Chen Fake, was understandably upset about this treatment of Chen Style. He began his Taiji studies with Wu style, and later switched to Chen Style. For him, Chen and Wu were both authentic Taijiquan styles, and both were internal.
He begged his teacher for an explanation. Master Chenās answer had nothing to do with either Chen or Wu styles: My ancestors invented it. My great grandfather practiced it . My father practiced it. I practice it now. We do not call it Taiji. We do not have a name for it. You can call it anything you want, I will still practice it the same way I was taught. I donāt care what they put in the name!"
So my philosophy is similar. I practice taiji because I can, and because I choose to do so. If someone think it's BS than it's BS, I don't really care. Taiji gives me health benefits and martial skills. I'm interested to develop my gongfu. I have nothing to prove to myself; therefore, I don't need to test anything. I have already tested whatever I wanted in my youth. I know exactly what I want and I'm doing it. If life force me I shell exert my gong on offender, but I neither seek it nor desire.