I've accepted it, and know that things are getting better here. I also got lucky in a sense that I am not as affected as others. But I wish people would take caution from us, kind of like italy probably wished we took caution from them.I am really sorry, but honestly cannot be surprised since you are in ground zero.
I keep saying: if we are not super careful then everywhere could become as severe as NYC. If people are willing to say the name of their family member/friend (several actually) who they are willing to let die then I think we are ready to open quickly and carelessly. If not, we need to proceed with caution.