I see the situation a little bit differently.
Not long ago a person approached me at night, at a gas station while I was gassing up my car. His intentions were not good.
There were a couple of things going through my mind.
Migod, I'm going to first be using my skills in Podunk, New Hampshire.
If the fellow gets any closer I'm going to yell "Fire" at the top of my lungs.
If we come to blows, I think he's a small enough guy where I can resist him at least long enough to get in my truck and take off....but I really DO NOT want this dude touching me in any way shape or form.
Dammit, I'm not packing anything. I hope the Sharpie I was using is still in my back pocket.
I REALLY need to scare this dude away.
So gnashed my teeth and pushed my face in to a progressively uglier expression, while I verrrrrrrrry slooooooowwwwwwly drew my right hand to my side, as if I was going to reach for something.
The guy took off.
I emerged from the situation without that slimeball making any contact whatsoever.
There are plenty of people that may scoff and say that was not a real fight or that I am not a real fighter.
Decide for yourself. As for me, I have no regrets. In fact, I'm pretty damn pleased with myself.
I do want to make sure that the fightings skills that I learn are something that I can realisitically use. Not skills that a 6 foot tall 200 pound male instructor says I can use, skills I know I can use, not being anything close to male, 6 feet tall, or 200 pounds.
But make no mistake, regardless of how potent, or how potentially lethal my fighting is......I still don't want some strange weirdo touching me if I can help it. That to me, is self defense.