I don't know if Chris was being "harsh". He was being very direct, and that is not always the best way to get through to someone ...although that may not have been his intention.
One thing I won't do is argue with Chris. So far I've never seen him proven wrong. So, I'll just move along now... to another point:
One thing Ironbear has going for him is that he has
a sense of humor:
Nope. We look nothing alike, I am more black and white in the face.
And he is generally not rude or dismissive of others
on this forum. Yes, he ignores certain criticisms, to use his own words, "like water off a duck's back" when maybe he needs to take advice given more seriously. On the other hand, he doesn't respond angrily or vindictively in print the way a few forum members do. Based on that, I gotta give him some credit.
@Ironbear24 -- I'd say try listening to some of the advice given,
especially from your instructor. Try talking to him privately at a calm moment and
admitting that you have some issues. Ask for
his advice
. After all, he is the only one who actually knows you. We don't. Maybe he can work with you to help you. IMO
Sgraves wasn't totally off the mark. Many young martial artists do work through a "show-off" phase that can lead to some bullying behavior. I don't think I did, but I've seen it in others. Typically it showed up somewhere between green and brown belts, and significantly no-one at that school was given black unless they'd worked past it.
Another thing, if you are using anything involving
testosterone supplements, Seriously, I'd cut it out. That stuff can really mess with your ability to control yourself. I train with a couple of older guys in their 60s and up. Two of them have started getting regular testosterone injections for "low T". One guy, almost 61 came into my class with a cracked sternum the other day because he apparently got carried away full contact sparring with a 40 year old Kempo instructor and tried to school him!. Sheesh!
The other guy,
84 years old mind you, was training Escrima with me outdoors in a parking lot at a park (the grass was too wet to train on). Even though there were plenty of empty parking spaces elsewhere, a car pulled in very close behind him, forcing him to hustle out of the way. Instead of shrugging and walking with me to another empty space, this 84 year old gent lost it and began yelling and pounding on the hood of the other guy's car with his fists. I literally had to restrain him and apologize to the terrified driver.
I had to give this student, who's old enough to be my dad, quite a dressing down for his behavior. First of all, he was wearing our organization's T-shirt, and his behavior showed our group in a bad light. Secondly, we were in the paved
parking area, so no matter how rude and pushy, the other guy was technically entitled to park there.
Finally, we live in a state where just about everybody
including a lot of nutcases, legally carries a gun -- openly, concealed, or
in their car, with no license necessary. That alone is a good reason to learn some manners when talking to strangers!
So during our talk, my student mentioned his testosterone injections.
More than a coincidence I'm guessing. Food for thought anyway. So if this applies to you, I'd
have a talk with your doctor. Just sayin'.