Em MacIntosh
3rd Black Belt
I'm not trying to compare my life but I'm going through a tough time and find it difficult to keep my frustration in check. I'm doing the best I can but I get shaky, unable to concentrate and feel like I'm inches from blowing up, screaming and putting holes in the walls. I've been unable to meditate, deep breathing doesn't help. I can't afford therapy and the gov't doesn't grant money for it. I feel if I'm unable to be there I shouldn't go but it's all I've got to take my mind off things (though, it doesn't seem to be working). Anybody got any ideas about what I should do?