When I restarted training, a local Kyokushin school was at the top of my list. I had to be really honest with myself about things when I was contemplating it. At almost 39, I had to ask myself how long Iād be willing and able to put my body through that. I did it in during my first stint from 18-about 25. I came to the conclusion that I could maybe put myself through it for a good 5 years or so before I just got tired of the constant pounding on my body. The bare knuckle arts are great for someone in their late teens-mid 30s while their body still recovers relatively quickly, but you teach a point after that where you take longer and longer to bounce back.
I tested for shodan at 22 in a bare knuckle system. The test was about 5 hours nonstop, and ended with whatās basically a 20 man kumite. That test was on a Saturday, and I was in the dojo on Monday night for class. Had that been today at 42, I could get through it again, but Iād be out for at least a week (probably 2 weeks) trying to recover.
I just donāt need that anymore. Been there done that. Itās a great thing for when youāre young and can take it day in and day out. When youāve already done that for a significant amount of time, I struggle to see the point. Where I train is full of people whoāve gone through that and still remember (and feel ) the lessons taught by it. We go hard enough in sparring to keep sharp, yet weāre not trying to keep each other from coming back the next day.
Karate is supposed to be a lifelong study, not exclusively a young guyās thing.
All IMO.
Yeah I feel the same, and didn't even reach Shodan! (Can't believe you made it to training on Monday haha, crazy). Have watched enough black belt gradings and they are just on another level (gruelling nonstop grading, 40 man kumite with pretty much most fights being just relentless). I know it's meant to be that way, but yeah like you said, I had to be honest with myself. And yes karate being a lifelong thing is important to me.
Having experienced it, I got/learned what I needed to from it, and that will be with me for life. I still admire the heck out of it and love that style of training occasionally, but know it was time to move on. It's like everything else in life, if you listen deeply enough, you get what you needed out of stuff, and then the signs are there when to move on.