Right, one simple question and please I am being serious here. How do you alter years of conditioning mentally to unconsciously switch to the palm, if like me you constantly strike with the fist. Perhaps this is why I find different methods uncontrollable, just keep going to that stance, and absorbing new stuff. I think this train of thought or whatever you would deem it. Point is that I am always reverting back if I do not understand a given new form or technique? Actually technique is what I am asking I guess. Any thoughts please