@Buka , you are the first person I’ve ever encountered who admits it.
I should have posted my complete thought. Which was.....
I have me in mind....except when I'm not home, then I'm out of my mind. (Bazinga)
Back decades ago, we were at George Pesare's Karate Tournament, which was always a crazy, blood bath kind of thing.
During the Kata competition, a guy we had never seen before, Sheldon Wilkins, out of New York, was competing. He had on a heavyweight red gi, with the head of a bull on the back. We had never seen a red gi at that point in our careers, never mind one with a bull.
The Kata judges were led by George Pesare. I think Wilkins trained some sort of Goju. He did an unbelievable, fast, hard Kata.
At the end, George Pesare asks him to explain his Kata - which we had also never seen done before, and we had been competing for five years at this point. (George was doing it to bust his chops, maybe embarrass him)
Wilkins, bows to the judges, and then does the Kata in slow motion, with perfect form, even the high kicks. His explanation seemed to be out of a movie, articulate, perfectly clear and the entire gym had stopped what they were doing to watch and listen. It was like he was teaching the judges a Kata class. It was one of the coolest things I have seen to this day. Sure shut them up.
I went up to him later, introduced myself, and asked him "How the F did you do that?" We became fast friends.
A couple years later we fought in a tournament. I got lucky, nailed him with a jump 360 spinning hook kick. We go back to the line, the ref says go - and he hits me with the exact same kick, only way nicer. Again, I whispered in his ear "How the F did you do that?"
We both laughed so hard the refs yelled at us.
That man understood Kata. Fighting, too. Taught me a lot over the years.