Here we go..:argue: :soapbox:
It's funny how one can drive a point home so well, yet it is missed by some who REFUSE TO LISTEN!
Celadora; you, like Modarnis, HAVE COMPLETELY MISSED THE POINT!
So, of course, I'm going to "shoot down your post" as you call it. And given your tone, what'd ya expect?
So, once again, I'll illustrate my points and intentions CLEARLY, so that anyone with an IQ above 65 will be able to understand.
Here we go:
a). I wanted to trace the development of Tapi-Tapi as I have seen, explain how it connects with the 'Flow' concept, and how it all fits together with Modern Arnis.
b). I wanted to discuss Practitioners who's training was concentrated on before 1990, and pre-Tapi-Tapi ('old'), practioners who's training concentrated after 1990 ('new'), and practitioners who believe that they, and only they and their group have the entire picture of Modern Arnis, and that one can only see the entire picture of Professors art through them ('gatekeepers'). I wanted to discuss the relationship between these factions's, and how the relationship effects the progression of Modern Arnis.
C). My intention overall: To spark some ideas so that people can take personal inventory, so that they may grow. The hope is that we will all eventually grow together, so that we may all someday unite, despite different affiliations, organizations, and opinions.
There, now was that so hard?
You see the original thread had absolutely NOTHING to do with me taking communication barriers too personally, or MOTTS, WMAA, or anything that you and Modarnis had mentioned, therefore it IS safe to say that both of you have missed the point of this entire thread.
Now IĀll address some other points that you have mentioned.
1. First, here is my relationship with Tim Hartman. When I was 15 and went to my 1st summer camp at Michigan State, he was there. My teacher at the time, Ted Redish, was a black belt under Professor, and friends with Tim. All throughout my training Tim had been there for me, and helped me out. He helped me to get better. Plus, over the years weĀve hung out and had a good time at the seminars and camps. I canĀt say the same about some of the other higher ranked students. Plus Tim was a black belt when I started going to camps; therefore I always viewed him as a teacher. Most of the MOTTS where not black belts when I started; IĀve always viewed them as students who were my senior. Ted got preoccupied and stopped teaching when I was 17. So, I began running my own training sessions just to have people to train with, but Professor became my primary teacher. After he had passed away the natural progression of things was for me to join up with Tim. I had always viewed him as a teacher to me, unlike the others.
My relationship with the WMAA is fairly new. Until recently, I wasnĀt really considered one of ĀTimĀs guysĀ. My info will be up on the WMAA site fairly soon, as Kaith explained. I happened to like what Tim is trying to do with the WMAA, and IĀm proud to be a part of it. This doesnĀt mean that IĀm not friends with and willing to train with others from other orgs. I consider Whoopass and Mao friends, who are on this forum, for instance.
Oh, for the record: Tim did try to call me, by the way, but wasnĀt able to get a hold of me. Pretty big of him considering I wasnĀt officially his student then, I was on the old IMAF mailing list (where all of my new contact info was) and not on his. All of this, plus considering that he was pretty busy fighting to see his own teacher himself, while certain people tried to keep him away. Overall, IĀd say he tried his best.
2. In regards to what Tim had said: The Ācommunication barrierĀ subject is completely related to the thread, as was everything else he had said. You see, would there be this barrier if people werenĀt trying to ĀgatekeepĀ? Hmmmmm?
3. My Communication with MOTTS: Once again, I was Professors student, not theirs. They are my peers. I take mutual blame for not keeping in touch with them, but I really didnĀt have to. They werenĀt my teachers. I kinda assumed that whoever took over the old IMAF would have made sure that everyone knew what was going on. They didnĀt. Whoops-e-daisy! Guess that because I wasnĀt online during that period that I get screwed. Oh well, right? If you need clarification on the Ācommunication argument,Ā itĀs been discussed. Maybe you should READ the other posts.
4. In terms of me ĀBashing the MOTTSĀ: Like many other points youĀve made, theyĀve been discussed in other posts on this thread. Maybe you should READ them, too.
5. In terms of your whining about WMAA members jumping all over you: Well, why donĀt you just cry. :wah: Or, you could realize that this is an open forum for all Orgs., not just WMAA, and everyone is entitled to their opinion.
6. Personal attacks: I never once name dropped, or pointed fingers at anyone, either IMAF groups or MOTTS alike. ĀGatekeepersĀ could be in ANY organization, or independent. You equated the ĀGatekeepersĀ as an attack on the MOTTS, even though I clarified before that attacking individuals or groups wasnĀt my intention. So, it is YOU who have equated MOTTS with ĀGatekeepersĀ, not me. If thatĀs your opinion of them, though, then I guess youĀre entitled to it.
7. Notification: IĀm so glad that you got notification of Professors situation; that you were Āin the loopĀ so to speak. You should feel real special. Maybe you should, like, create a cool title for yourself, such as ĀGrandmaster of people who were in the loopĀ and go on tour. Just a thought. Or perhaps you could respect the fact that many where kept out of the loop, and were hurt by it.
8. Follow my own advice: If you READ what IĀve said before, I have already. Why donĀt you follow yours about Ābite backĀ and ĀBickeringĀ ?
Well, thatĀs it. Yea, I knowĀ
IĀm kind of an @$$hole in this post. But it doesnĀt really matter. Celadora and Modarnis have proven to me their inability to LISTEN to what others are saying, so it doesnĀt matter what I say here anyways. ItĀs not like youĀll actually LISTEN to me anyhow. You both have also not shown me civility, so why should I show you any?
To everyone else; sorry you had to witness my angry ranting.
PAUL
P.S. In terms of the critique about keeping on subject, and all the in between sports talkĀ
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.and read my signature.