My brown belt test (to go from 2nd to 1st brown) keeps getting postponed, moved around, etc. It's driving me nuts, because the tests are grueling and cover a lot of material as well as fitness/conditioning stuff. I'm old (ish) and kind of decrepit, so I have to carefully train to a peak for these. It's frustrating; I just want to get the darn thing over with, since it's the last "official" test before my black belt test (that will be next fall)--after this one, I can concentrate more on some of the extracurriculars I'll need for black belt. BTW, the delays have nothing to do with me personally; they are due to scheduling problems. Of course, the scheduling problems involved aren't mine, and the shuffling around of events causes me problems not just from a conditioning perspective, but also because I don't have the type of job where I can just hop up and leave--I need to give advance notice. Also, I just like to have definite plans for big events. I don't like this kind of ambiguity. I'm just a wee bit goal oriented. /rant