I've been watching this thread for a while now, and that's pure gold. I've been doing BBT on and off for a few months, but it was after my first randori experience that my assumptions about the art, my teacher, and my practice got seriously shaken.
Shaken enough, regrettably, to project my newfound insecurities onto the art. I started looking at other dojos, drifted sporadically in and out of classes (still paying for full membership, though, which is funny). Essentially wasting lots of time and money trying to find a reason for me to "blame" my insecurity on BBT -- it must be the antiquated methods, or the kata forms, or this or that.
But no. I trust my instructor, and I've practiced with some senior students who I couldn't touch if I tried. So the techniques are solid. But it took me a while to swallow my pride and admit that my lack of preparation was A) nobody's fault but my own, and B) a natural part of learning to become prepared.
Anyway. I just joined the forum, partly to find some answers and compare notes, partly because it seems fun, and partly because I find being in a community to be motivating.
But you definitely just hit upon something there, and I very much appreciate the insight.
Thank you for your kind words.
It sounds to me as though you made a very big and (IMO important) step and I applaud you for it.
One thing I think many of us forget, is that in the Dojo, we are being "taught" we are NOT being coached! This is a huge difference IMO.. A Sensei is trying to TEACH you conepts, strategies, movements etc...
A Coach on the other hand is drilling you to become better at APPLYING these things you have been taught.
You can take Basket ball as an example. First you must be taught the game, the rules and what not, you must be taught to dribble, how to jump shoot, how to pass. There are mechanics that must be taught, and you do this physically. BUT, in order to get GOOD, you have to DRILL it and even play in games.
Listen to basket ball games and how they talk about rookies. They say things like wow, he has a great stroke, great court vision whatever, but he needs more experience in the NBA.
In other words, he needs more time DOING what he is trying to do.
It is the same with us.. The Dojo in most cases is the time when a teachers TEACHES you. But the onus is on each and every one of us to put in the time TRAINING what we "know". In some cases, your Dojo may provide you with opprotunities for this, sometimes they do not and you have to do it elsewhere.
Not everyone wants to do what it takes. Also remember not everyone is interested in being able to Use these arts. To some it is just fun and recreation, and that's fine too as long as they are honest with themselves.
Anyway, that is just my opinion FWIW..
Sincerely,