Brother John
Senior Master
GAB said:Hi Brother John,
No, no, no Freudian....Light, as in sunshine, not dark, not dank, not overburdened...I think that is what was floating around at the time....
I guess you are reading into something I said, that I did not say. I said I agree and disagree with you, talked about some other reasons...
Yes, you will see the true hard core case more if that is the work you do.
If you are talking in that vein of course, you will see the person who has finally arrived at your door, messed up to the max.
I did not mean to imply that your opinion was something I want to impugn.
I replied....with innerfeelings (truth/honest)You used the name of Jesus Christ...I was at a seminar this weekend they did that also, I am not around that many Dojo's that do that.
Also probably if you were called on the witness stand you would be classified as an expert in your field.
But I think you are seeing to much of the one type, if that is where you want to place all of your blame. IMO
As I read and, have read your posts, I notice you are very passoniate in most of your replys, or post's, even when playing around with the Penguins...
Combative is another way to look at it...Thats fine, I have now seen it and understand you more...I guess I have not read enough of your posts, for I don't remember you talking about your religion on prior occasion.
Some people throw the name around a lot, others don't. I have been told by numerous persons that by being an Agnostic, it is like being Lucefer.
Some look at Lucefer as light, Morning star, others look at it as Satan or the Archangel. Or the fact that I am doing the devils work...Right...
Since you brought it up and I am trying to understand where you are coming from, do you bring up Jesus Christ when you are doing interview's and try to convert?
Have them see the right way through the way of the New Testament?
Do you have pictures and sayings by him or about him in your office???
Just trying to get a little more insight.
Regards, Gary
Hey Gary-
Maybe I have read something else into what you were saying, could be.
I don't mean to jump down your throat man. Empassioned? That I don't mind being. Combative? I blame the key-board. For some reason I'm quite MELOW in person but come across as high-strung some times on the internet. So be it.
I do see some pretty hardcore cases, working with a couple of 'bloods' as of late that I'm very concerned about. But I don't get so jaded as to think that these kids are normative. They aren't. That's true. But I thought that what I was speaking to is the negative influences that effect todays teens...and that's something that I have to swim through daily. You are right that I need to try to have more contact with more normative teens who've not been harmed by lack of care or otherwise. That's something that the dojo is good for.
Me as a Christian.
No, I don't throw the name "Jesus Christ" around like some kind of cure-all. I used it in the context that I did because I was sitting there thinking of what to type about "the greatest gift I was ever given" and I had to be intellectually honest...I see God's gift in Christ as the greatest gift I've ever been given. Truth be told...that statement stands out because most christians don't dare to say the name of Jesus very often at all. Not outside the walls of a church. Me? I don't over use it, no need. But when it's the truth, as in this case, I'm not ashamed.I don't have any pictures around, no quotes, no inspirational...stuff and I'll only talk to a youth about my religious beliefs if THEY bring the subject up. I pray for the kids I work with, a lot. That's an important thing to me. I don't try to convert anyone ever, I try to be a positive influence through my behavior. IF they want to know what I believe, the external of what I believe, they'll have to ask and watch. If they want to know deeper.... they'll have to BE me.
My personal beliefs are very private and don't exactly fall in line with any one particular denominations. In fact, even at my own church...if my true beliefs were voiced, I'd probably get cries of "Heretic"...but that's OK. I don't need others to agree.
I respect your choice of being agnostic. Knowing that you don't know is an important thing to realize. It's a starting point. Shame is that all too many agnostics don't see it like that but as an excuse to NOT seek, to not explore the area of spirit and the infinite. A stasis point. Too bad, because otherwise it's a great place to start to construct your own beliefs, a foundation. ((just my thoughts))
Take it easy Gary...
Sorry for the tremendous side-line away from the topic guys.
Your Brother
John