thankyou for that positive ressponse
oh the joys of getting old
thinking that at this rate i might not get to see 40 let alone 50
for me it's an addiction and like you say - i could prolly take it to whole different league, am considering taking all the advice that's been dished out and just go to musclehouse gym and just train for a few weeks before going back into the danger zone again
think that time away from fighting might be worth it - might get things to recover that have never recovered before
also am hoping that i can make me even stronger than before definitely physically but mentally really don't know if i can change my state of mind -- guess it's one of those things i've always fought and i'll prolly always fight - don't really know any different anymore.
my whole life has just been one massive scrap - being adopted by violent alcoholic "parents", then joining the "crew" and then having to fight for everything that i needed (forget wanted) and i'm still having to fight even now for stuff that's needed --- the only calming influence is my doggy
i step out of line too far and i lose him
but hell the scrap just goes on and on.............
muay thai gave me an avenue where i could legally trash someone or something when i have a bad or "off" day and that i like
but everyone goes to fight club to fight and my only problem is the level of violence --- it's just increased ten fold in the the last month or so
i know that there's a big competition next month but idk.............