Lynne
Master of Arts
Master Penfil,Hi Lynne,
How we see our selves, and the expectations that we hold our selves too are a balancing act that takes time to understand and bring together as individual practitioners.
If we are not hard enough, we do not progress. If we are too hard, we can injure ourselves (mentally and/or physically).
We sometime think that if we train HARDER (like JOHN RAMBO) that we will get better. It is more important to train SMART.
Always listen to your body. If something hurts, ask yourself if the pain is good or bad. Are you sore from a good training session or have you caused some damage to muscles or connective tissues. Was that last kick a bit too high for your own ability level?
I had a student when I was in Arizona that was a bit over weight and spent all day at work sitting at a desk. He was a CPA. We, as a class, would climb Squaw Peak (a mountain in Phoenix) a couple of mornings per week. One Sunday we chose to climb Camelback Mountain. Camelback was higher, and many of the trails were covered with loose dirt, making them slippery. Squaw Peak was almost all solid rock, and easier to navigate.
This student slipped three times in the course of our climb on Camelback and had strained the ligaments and tendons in his left knee without realizing it. The next evening in class we were doing edan-ahp chagis down the floor. He landed with his weight back on his heel on one kick and his bone alignment was out of place. His femur and his tibia slid off of their connection points and we had to call him an ambulance.
In speaking with him after he returned to class (three months later) he said that he was feeling weaker than normal that night, and that he should have taken it easy, but that he didnt want to appear to be a wimp. I explained to him that by not listening to his body, and trying to be macho, he lost three months of training time and experienced a great deal of discomfort in other areas of his life as well.
The moral to the story is:
Always listen to your body and never allow any instructor to order you to do anything that may cause you to have problems.
I'll keep that in mind. We have some pretty rough classes and sometimes the are very rough, too. I'm not complaining (not bragging either) but people sometimes get sick during class from heat exhaustion. We really get pushed hard.
I can see how it wouldn't be hard to get hurt. It would be easy to overextend a limb, like in running jump kicks. I remember one of my first classes we did running jump side kicks. Since side kicks are a yellow belt move, I had to no idea how to do them, much less a running jump side kick to strike a focus pad. I don't know what I was doing but it wasn't a side kick. I wanted to do my best but I was also cautious. Kind of a fine line there.
I am definitely hearing you about differentiating between muscle pain and something serious. A couple of weeks ago I had deep pain in my knees and they felt like they were going to give way everytime I got up. This had happened the week before and had gotten worse. It was scary to try and walk and almost fall. I have flat feet. I found my old orthotics and wore them inside my running shoes. The pain was gone by the next day. I have no idea what was going on but it was not muscle pain. It was a powerful dull ache, like a bad headache.
I will try and be attuned to overextending myself in class and listening to my body afterward, too. I'd hate to disrupt my training with an injury that could have been avoided if I'd only been smart enough to not do "that."
It's bad enough when people break their toes doing machine gun kicks because their toes get twisted!