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Don,
I'm sorry if it appears that I'm merely making excuses or trying to tell people, or especially Hatsumi sensei, what Hatsumi sensei thinks, feels, or should do. There are no teachers alive who have more pieces of the puzzle than Hatsumi sensei. While he has said that he doesn't like the books and videos so much because you can't capture the feeling correctly, he has also said that you can train the rest of your life with a bad teacher and get nowhere. He's also given anyone who will take it to heart "Shikin Haramitsu Daikomyo" and said that those who can never see the positive things about others (or about life for that matter) will never become anything.
When, and if, people start attacking me because they can't see anything positive in me or within anything I say, I can take it with a smile and a grain of salt. Those who walk around looking for a fight are so blinded by their fighting spirit that no amount of trips to Kabuki-Cho will ever enlighten them. They may have a lot of fun, and think they're spending time with true budo, but more than likely they're just falling for Kunoichi tricks because their heart wasn't in the right place to begin with. It can then be said that the true prostitutes of Kabuki-Cho are the fighters who would seek true budo for the wrong reasons.
It may be possible that I have more of the right type of experience than those who criticize me. As I said before, it's also possible that that experience, combined with the volumes, and volumes of data that exists on the internet and in his books and videos, gives me insight that those who thirst for the fight will never have. There are a lot of concepts we could discuss online that involve the "Way" that shouldn't be discussed in any more depth than Hatsumi sensei has decided to present them.
The house of inter-dimensionl taijutsu is one that should be guarded closely and carefully. That's why, when and if people become fearful, then angry, with me, I can see in them the love of what they do. There is no reason for me to become angry with them or to give them further reason to be fearful or hateful. Many of those who would attack me are people with good hearts and are not my enemies at all. That's why it's important to have a heart like a Kyoketsu-shogei - because enemies and friends are the same and should be treated as such until the evil in their hearts removes their ability to live. Their life is important either way.
I will know when it's time to seek the teacher that is right for me. This is not an excuse. Waiting and watching for the appropriate time to act is just common sense. I don't know who they are yet, or even if they use the internet, but we'll know each other when it's appropriate for us to meet. In the meantime, the best I can do is to try to prepare myself through becoming as natural as possible. If this means books, videos, and the internet, then so be it.
If I have offended anyone, especially Hatsumi sensei and/or any of the Shihan, I offer my sincere apologies. The whole purpose of this thread was to embrace the spirit of buyu, where anyone and everyone has something to offer. If it becomes clear that it's not possible to find peaceful, calm, ordinary, or simple people, who can see the best in others and accept them as friends, then it would appear that true "Heisei Warriors" merely avoid getting involved in internet discussions. If that's the case, I can live with that.
I would rather truly live with my family and loved ones than to become stagnant by replacing them with a four walls, some training mats, and the idea that I know everything and have nothing to learn from others. There is more than enough negativity in people's hearts right now. Maybe it's time to start moving the other way and to remember the admonitions of those who know how to live:
1. Family
2. Job (see number one)
3. Training
My best to you and yours,
Fu_Bag
I'm sorry if it appears that I'm merely making excuses or trying to tell people, or especially Hatsumi sensei, what Hatsumi sensei thinks, feels, or should do. There are no teachers alive who have more pieces of the puzzle than Hatsumi sensei. While he has said that he doesn't like the books and videos so much because you can't capture the feeling correctly, he has also said that you can train the rest of your life with a bad teacher and get nowhere. He's also given anyone who will take it to heart "Shikin Haramitsu Daikomyo" and said that those who can never see the positive things about others (or about life for that matter) will never become anything.
When, and if, people start attacking me because they can't see anything positive in me or within anything I say, I can take it with a smile and a grain of salt. Those who walk around looking for a fight are so blinded by their fighting spirit that no amount of trips to Kabuki-Cho will ever enlighten them. They may have a lot of fun, and think they're spending time with true budo, but more than likely they're just falling for Kunoichi tricks because their heart wasn't in the right place to begin with. It can then be said that the true prostitutes of Kabuki-Cho are the fighters who would seek true budo for the wrong reasons.
It may be possible that I have more of the right type of experience than those who criticize me. As I said before, it's also possible that that experience, combined with the volumes, and volumes of data that exists on the internet and in his books and videos, gives me insight that those who thirst for the fight will never have. There are a lot of concepts we could discuss online that involve the "Way" that shouldn't be discussed in any more depth than Hatsumi sensei has decided to present them.
The house of inter-dimensionl taijutsu is one that should be guarded closely and carefully. That's why, when and if people become fearful, then angry, with me, I can see in them the love of what they do. There is no reason for me to become angry with them or to give them further reason to be fearful or hateful. Many of those who would attack me are people with good hearts and are not my enemies at all. That's why it's important to have a heart like a Kyoketsu-shogei - because enemies and friends are the same and should be treated as such until the evil in their hearts removes their ability to live. Their life is important either way.
I will know when it's time to seek the teacher that is right for me. This is not an excuse. Waiting and watching for the appropriate time to act is just common sense. I don't know who they are yet, or even if they use the internet, but we'll know each other when it's appropriate for us to meet. In the meantime, the best I can do is to try to prepare myself through becoming as natural as possible. If this means books, videos, and the internet, then so be it.
If I have offended anyone, especially Hatsumi sensei and/or any of the Shihan, I offer my sincere apologies. The whole purpose of this thread was to embrace the spirit of buyu, where anyone and everyone has something to offer. If it becomes clear that it's not possible to find peaceful, calm, ordinary, or simple people, who can see the best in others and accept them as friends, then it would appear that true "Heisei Warriors" merely avoid getting involved in internet discussions. If that's the case, I can live with that.
I would rather truly live with my family and loved ones than to become stagnant by replacing them with a four walls, some training mats, and the idea that I know everything and have nothing to learn from others. There is more than enough negativity in people's hearts right now. Maybe it's time to start moving the other way and to remember the admonitions of those who know how to live:
1. Family
2. Job (see number one)
3. Training
My best to you and yours,
Fu_Bag