Blade96
Senior Master
Thanks, I need it. Stress is NOT my friend...
Don't worry. Some wise shotokanka told me to make friends with your butterflies and your stress. Because having stress means that you understand the importance of the event and the importance of what is about to happen.
This was told to me when I was a white belt and about to have my own grading to pass from white to yellow.
Another wise one in my dojo, Yondan, also told me that in his opinion the two hardest ones are the yellow belt test and the black belt. Guess I did ok by passing the yellow, my Yondan told me after that he failed his the first time.
I thought this advice might help in your case as well.