StudentCarl
3rd Black Belt
I was looking for that one that no matter how hard you try it just will not go away...
Terry, when you word it like that I have to ask the Zen question: Is it not going away because you still think subconsciously, in some way, that you need it? What need is it meeting for you? What does it help you 'hide' from?
Taking that perspective sometimes gives valuable insights...I know it did for me.
Carl