Life in prisonWhile incarcerated at the
Stateville Correctional Center in
Crest Hill, Illinois, Speck was given the nickname "birdman", after the film
Birdman of Alcatraz, because he kept a pair of
sparrows that had flown into his cell. He was described as a loner who kept a stamp collection and listened to music, and whose work within the prison involved bars and walls. His contacts with the warden included requests for new shirts or a radio or other mundane items. The warden merely described him as "a big nothing doing time." Speck was not a model prisoner; he was often caught with drugs or distilled
moonshine. Punishment for such infractions never stopped him. "How am I going to get in trouble? I'm here for 1,200 years!"[SUP]
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Speck customarily refused all media requests, but granted one prison interview to
Bob Greene in 1978; Speck told Greene that he read Greene's column in the
Chicago Tribune. In this interview, Speck confessed to the murders for the first time publicly and said he thought he would get out of prison "between now and the year 2000," at which time he hoped to run his own grocery store business.[SUP]
[10][/SUP] He told Greene that one of his pleasures in prison was "getting high."[SUP]
[10][/SUP] When Greene asked him if he compared himself to celebrity killers like
John Dillinger, Speck replied, "Me, I'm not like Dillinger or anybody else. I'm freakish."[SUP]
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Speck said that when he killed the nurses he "had no feelings," but things had changed: "I had no feelings at all that night. They said there was blood all over the place. I can't remember. It felt like nothing... I'm sorry as hell. For those girls, and for their families, and for me. If I had to do it over again, it would be a simple house burglary."[SUP]
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Speck's "final thought for the American people" was: "Just tell 'em to keep up their hatred for me. I know it keeps up their morale. And I don't know what I'd do without it."[SUP]
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edit] Prison video[/h]In May 1996, Chicago television news anchor
Bill Kurtis received video tapes from an anonymous attorney that had been made at Stateville Prison in 1988. Showing them publicly for the first time before a shocked and deeply angry
Illinois state legislature, Kurtis pointed out the explicit scenes of sex, drug use, and money being passed around by prisoners, who seemingly had no fear of being caught; in the center of it all was Speck, performing
oral sex on another inmate,[SUP]
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[40][/SUP] sharing a huge pile of
cocaine with an inmate, parading in silk panties, sporting female-like breasts (allegedly grown using smuggled hormone treatments), and boasting, "If they only knew how much fun I was having, they'd turn me loose."[SUP]
[39][/SUP] The Illinois legislature packed the auditorium to view the two-hour video,[SUP]
[39][/SUP] but stopped the screening when the film showed Speck performing oral sex on another man.[SUP]
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From behind the camera, a prisoner asked Speck why he killed the nurses. Speck shrugged and jokingly said "It just wasn't their night." Asked how he felt about himself in the years since, he said "Like I always felt ... had no feeling. If you're asking me if I felt sorry, no." He also described in detail the experience of strangling someone: "It's not like TV...it takes over three minutes and you have to have a lot of strength."[SUP]
[39][/SUP] John Schmale, the brother of one of the murdered student nurses, said, "It was a very painful experience watching him tell about how he killed my sister." [SUP]
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Portions of the tapes were later broadcast on the
A&E Network's
Investigative Reports. The same airing of
Investigative Reports included interviews with people who believed that Speck was not taking hormones, wearing panties, etc. voluntarily, and that he'd instead been forced to by other inmates — that this may have been his way of surviving his time in prison.