Hurting for a real training partner is right...I simply gave up for a couple of years...
I wondered where you'd been lately QS. For what it's worth, I'm still fighting the same battle. Ever since my training partner split for Cali last Spring, I've been totally on my own. There were a couple of his students around for a while, even one Primary Level... but you know how it is. Their loyalty was really to their Sifu, not to me, the old Si-Pak. So when life got busy, they were gone. Now I do manage to keep a couple of lower level students of my own. But they come and go. None so far have ever stuck it out long enough to train anything like the upper level Chi-sau sections and such. So I'm just forgetting all that stuff. Seems like a shame. On the other hand they do keep me working on my basics... and that's very important. Just thought you should know you aren't alone.