I guess I'm unaware.. What I give off is probably due to how I train. Like when I train I don't care about winning or losing. I only care about figuring it a technique that was taught that works. I'm willing to get and make mistakes if it gets me closer to understanding the technique. So as a result, a lot of the things that may seem amazing or unbelievable to others isn't that amazing to me because I see how the technique exploits some of the limitations and behaviors that all humans have.
So for example, the reason I can get away with the big punches that I do isn't because I'm some hot shot. It's just that I understand how it works and how it exploits human behavior. My ability to see this isn't something unique to me. I think everyone can see it but only if they spar to learn. That means when a punch comes in, at my face, I'm not only trying to defend against it, but I'm taking notes,
This is where my mind goes when someone punches at me.
- try to see see as much of the punch as possible including the body that is attached to the punch, Don't just see the punch
- try to understand what happens with the as my opponent throws it, is it curved, is it straight, is there any opportunity for me to "chase the punch" as the punch is chambered,
- what stance is my opponent in when he throws the punch
- is his front leg heavy or is light
- does my opponent throw a single punch more than he throws combos
- Which fists starts the single punch, Right or left.
- Which fist starts the combo Right or left,
- Does my opponent chicken wing
- Does my opponent punch then flee or does he punch and charge in.
- Does my opponent fully commit when he punches, if so does he commit on the first strike or the second one.
- Does my opponent misdirect with his punches, does he feint often. if so which hand feints.
- When my opponent hits me, where am I getting hit the most, the face, the body, the side of my head.
- Does my opponent have heavy hands, does my opponent have light hands,
- When my opponent wants to hit hard what does his body look like, does he tense up before the hard shots or does he relax.
- How many combos does my opponent throw,
- Does my opponent look down or look up when he comes in.
- Are their tell tale movements to my opponents punch.
- How does my opponent react to my punches, Does he close his eyes or keeps them open.
- Does my opponent watch my punches or does he watch my chest..
- Does my opponent breathing change when he's getting ready to punch
- Does my opponent have a rhythm when he punches and if so can I detect that rhythm when I get hit so I don't have to count on my eyes to identify it.
- What's the limitation of a punch.
- Does his punch leave an open spot, if so is it naturally open because of the motion of the human body or are they open because he has a bad habit.
- Would the punch be dangerous at full power, and if so can I avoid it or absorb it.
- If my opponent's punches are faster than mine, where and when do I strike,
- Is there a limit to human motion that I can take advantage of when my opponent punches
I can probably name about 40 things off the top of my head of what goes through my mind when sparring. Most of what is listed deals with my opponent, There still stuff that goes through my mind when I'm doing techniques. This is the information I'm gathering and processing as I spar. If you were to take a look at any of my videos you will see what looks like me studying my opponent as I get hit.
So when I say things like I do, this is where it comes from. For me it's not bravado. Where most people spar and see Win and Lose. Is stuff like this. If you were to talk to me in person you would hear me say the same things, If you were to train with me, you will hear me say the same things.