Ok, then I invite you to enlighten us.
I get it: you want to train in something specific but there are no instructors nearby. Life ain't fair.
But if you care to justify your position (not that you need to, you can do what you want with your life and don't need to justify anything to us), I'm all ears. Or eyes, I guess.
Here's the thing. There are a lot of highly experienced folks here who have been around the block a few times. You came here for the first time last Sunday and put forth a notion of training in this way, and we see serious problems with your proposal. Instead of looking the other way, we gave you honest advice. Don't waste your money and, more importantly, your time in a misguided effort. You could spend years doing this and then discover that you have learned a tiny fraction of what you thought you learned, and all of it done incorrectly, with bad habits that are difficult to undo if you ever get to work with a good instructor. What a shame.
We are actually trying to help you avoid that mistake. There are other options that are much better. That is honest good advice.
Take it or leave it, but don't get upset just because our advice and our reaction is not what you had hoped for.
Further dialog is welcome.