Shogun said:
and feel like I learn so little when I leave.
Every time i train i come away confused and a little overwhelmed by what i just had pounded(sometimes literally. hehe) into my skull. Sensei will demonstrate a technique to us a few times...then we'll pair off to practice it, and many times i will forget almost completely what i was just shown, and have to be reminded. Chalk it up to crappy memory if you want, but i have spoken with many students who experience the same "short-term memory loss" when learning new techniques. Here is my take on it.
As i understand it, Takamatsu Sensei took a very interesting approach to training, in that he would jump right into teaching as soon as he arrived...no hellos, how's the wife, etc. He would demonstrate once or twice, let the students have at it a few times, then move onto something else. Now, to me..what it seemed like he was doing, was by bombarding the student with all of this information and not allowing the student to concentrate on any one technique, he was bypassing the conscious mind by overwhelming it, so that the student's unconscious mind would gradually soak up what he was teaching. This way, the student would not become consciously fixated on the technique and be able to move with the same feeling and principle of the technique(s) without having to think about it, hence the student's abilities would gradually grow into movement devoid of thinking. There is an entire paragraph devoted to this concept on page 51 of Ninjutsu:History and Tradition.
So, to make a long story short, i submit that it is better that you are feeling overwhelmed and confused or that you have not learned anything, rather than immediately grasping everything that was taught during that class. It sounds bass-ackwards and illogical at face value, but that is what Soke has toiled long and hard to do; to cut his students free from the ties of conventional trains of thought.
Once again, i ask that anyone with more knowledge on the subject please make any necessary corrections to what i've written. Im offering up my feelings and observations on this, which stem from my extremely limited experience in the art, and i warmly welcome any correction or nudge in the right direction.
