Corporal Hicks
Black Belt
Ah, Looking for some help more from a personal viewpoint than anything. I've recently completed examinations but increasingly after, things dont seem quite right.
Days seem to be flying past, almost within the blink of an eye it seems and some parts I can barely remember where the time has gone.
The fact I've finished exams hasnt sunk in, neither has other important personal stuff I've recieved, its just like its in a void. Ive tried meditating but all in all it seems to be getting worse. My trainings getting affected as my moviation level is dropping rapidly and I cant seem to be bothered to do anything anymore, willing is not enough I know but it just seems that as soon as I try and do anything, I get distracted, say doing Si Lum Tao or meditating, I'll be geared up to do it but I'll put it off and say no I'll do it in a minute but when I get there I end up doing say it through once then seem to get restless and do something else, same with meditation, just cannot seem to slow down.
My muscles seem to be completely fatigued too, I can do say 30 pressups straight off, but its a real mental effort to do them. Feels like Im holding my breath when I do them, changing my breathing has only slightly improved it. I've had over two weeks off from training with the occasional exercises so everything should be back to normal but my muscles still feel fatigued any idea and I dont know why?
Could it be due to the fact I'm worried about trying to keep my body tone so therefore I never take a proper rest or something?
Any Replies really appreciated!
Kind regards
Days seem to be flying past, almost within the blink of an eye it seems and some parts I can barely remember where the time has gone.
The fact I've finished exams hasnt sunk in, neither has other important personal stuff I've recieved, its just like its in a void. Ive tried meditating but all in all it seems to be getting worse. My trainings getting affected as my moviation level is dropping rapidly and I cant seem to be bothered to do anything anymore, willing is not enough I know but it just seems that as soon as I try and do anything, I get distracted, say doing Si Lum Tao or meditating, I'll be geared up to do it but I'll put it off and say no I'll do it in a minute but when I get there I end up doing say it through once then seem to get restless and do something else, same with meditation, just cannot seem to slow down.
My muscles seem to be completely fatigued too, I can do say 30 pressups straight off, but its a real mental effort to do them. Feels like Im holding my breath when I do them, changing my breathing has only slightly improved it. I've had over two weeks off from training with the occasional exercises so everything should be back to normal but my muscles still feel fatigued any idea and I dont know why?
Could it be due to the fact I'm worried about trying to keep my body tone so therefore I never take a proper rest or something?
Any Replies really appreciated!
Kind regards