Didn't know what to expect. At the back of my mind I expected to be thought the basic 1 hand / 2 hand drills and would be doing that for a few weeks if not months... however, the first thing that happened when I joined the class, my teacher just told me to pair up with a senior student and said matter-of-factly: Push! At that moment all talk of relaxation, positioning etc went out the window as the reality of a resisting opponent set in, what followed was nothing short of an epiphany as I found myself flying almost 20 feet towards the wall, just stopping myself sufficiently to prevent impact.
The senior student had been learning for about 6 years, but he was a good 20kg / 40lbs lighter than me, and it made me realize what I wanted to learn the first day I started taijiquan was indeed something real and palpable, that relaxation and proper structure did do what it was said to do, and that I had a long way to go before I could become good at it. Now there is an additional layer to my practice of my forms, and now I understand better, even if only slightly, what my teacher has always been painstakingly trying to get across during classes.
Well, there's not really a question here, but I feel I had to put out there, that moment went something 'clicked' for me and made this journey a bit more meaningful.
The senior student had been learning for about 6 years, but he was a good 20kg / 40lbs lighter than me, and it made me realize what I wanted to learn the first day I started taijiquan was indeed something real and palpable, that relaxation and proper structure did do what it was said to do, and that I had a long way to go before I could become good at it. Now there is an additional layer to my practice of my forms, and now I understand better, even if only slightly, what my teacher has always been painstakingly trying to get across during classes.
Well, there's not really a question here, but I feel I had to put out there, that moment went something 'clicked' for me and made this journey a bit more meaningful.